Friday, October 31, 2008

W-T-F?!

I see. Like I said, there was no real curse, I simply played a trick. The power of suggestion is magic enough at times. ?!?!?!?!??!?!
It is a difficult subject to get to at the moment, as I am still somewhat shellshocked about what happened, as there was no warning. I am unsure whether I can trust you at the moment. I am also trying to use other subjects to distract you from negative thoughts, but it does not work, so I will stop changing the subject now.
I need time to ponder whether I should risk trusting you again.??!?!?!?!?!? If you really do like me, then I should be able to trust you, but I have doubts.
--J

--- On Thu, 30/10/08, Beverly Lin sihui wrote:
From: Beverly Lin sihui
Subject: Re: i'm not done... yet.
To: jamesuddin@yahoo.co.uk
Date: Thursday, 30 October, 2008, 3:03 PM

I deleted YahooIM after our big fight because I was too pissed and just deleted everything that reminded me of you. I mean... you must pretty much hate me loads to have done that curse thingy and all. Also, why do you keep avoiding the topic about US and that I've feelings for you??

I just saw the message through ebuddy. So you're not as bad as I thought since you did reply. (:

-Beverly


From: James Uddin
To: Beverly Lin sihui
Sent: Thursday, 30 October 2008 9:47:43
Subject: Re: i'm not done... yet.

I did actually send a message back, on Yahoo Messenger, but you obviously did not login to recieve it. It should still be there waiting. I automatically assumed that you did recieve the message.
I am willing ?!?!?!??!?! shouldn't that be me? to communicate with you again, but I'm not sure if I can survive a 3rd Revolution, so I will be more cautious this time.
I will find the time to watch those shows.
--James

--- On Thu, 30/10/08, Beverly Lin sihui wrote:
From: Beverly Lin sihui
Subject: Re: i'm not done... yet.
To: jamesuddin@yahoo.co.uk
Date: Thursday, 30 October, 2008, 3:17 AM

When I sent that ecard, I was thinking if I would get any response from you. You should have taken the opportunity to reply or something!! O_O I was kinda disappointed that you din't reply anything at all. If I had never sent that LONG email, will you ever write me again?

*The shows are on crunchyroll but if they're taken out, you can go to http://www.mysoju.com .
-Beverly

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