Thursday, October 30, 2008

I have no idea whether to laugh or to cry, maybe I'm crying but the tears don't come so I'm laughing. Seriously. Why did you play that trick? It wasn't fun at all for both of us as you know the ending which was my outburst. And I really don't want to know what your mother thinks of me anymore. And because I've said I'm blunt, I'm going to completely change your idea of me because I say swear words ALL the time and... What The Fuck. Okay? What in the world does my email got to do with my heritage?!? I accept that I'm Chinese but I'm not from China, I'm Singaporean which mean no links to China at all. And recently China has not impressed me with all it's covering up and shallowness.

Oh, when I meant 4s and 8s it was the fact that you made the link between the numbers and our friendship. It has nothing to do with omens or the Olympians because as insecure as I am, I'm a positive thinker and that's why I can maintain my facade (only of which you know of and I have no idea why I'm telling you this) all the time.

Thank you for taking the blame but I was kinda expecting a ,"I'm sorry" especially after you decided to "curse" me. And if it's gnawing at your side, I wrote this email and I did not ask my friends for any opinions whatsoever.

Love to see what you have to say.
-Beverly

I SAID IT! I SAID WHAT THE FUCK.
OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!