Friday, October 17, 2008
internal protest.
*Star_Ferry__by_snowmask
Can I draw all my protests on you? If I could, you'll know that I am suppressing it every time I talk to you. TRUELY.
My insides are SCREAMING out to me because it's a brain thing to tell the body what to do. Without the brain, no body will be able to survive because there is nothing telling them what to do. So HELP!!!! BECAUSE MY BODY IS NOT RESPONDING TO THE SIGNALS OF MY BRAIN. AYE! What's wrong with you? Why haven't I learnt the lesson after what happened with James?! I'm not going to have to learn the same lesson again right!? It's kinda obvious the both of us at the start the reason why "WE" won't work and I still continued and in the end? Our friendship ended like 5 months into it. Gave almost my all and ended up getting hurt, both by him and his mother. Like....BF MUCH?!?! BF meaning Bitch Fit and not BoyFriend.
HAVE TO STOP THINKING OF HIM AND HOW ADORABLE HE IS AT TIMES. NO MATTER WHAT MY BODY SAYS, LISTEN TO THE BRAIN!! Listen to the internal protest!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 6:23 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
