Thursday, October 30, 2008

To:Beverly Lin sihui

OK, I will give an honest response. My mother did not actually place a curse, I was actually playing a mind trick, which was an atrocity that I should not have committed.
My mother thinks that you are mentally unstable, and she will probably have a go at me if I tell her I sent this message to you. I know for sure that you resent your heritage. I feel the same way about my British heritage at times, but I accept it, and I make peace with it.
You said that you were sad that I did not send hate mail. I sent no hate mail because I thought that would make things worse.
I also think I know why 4 and 8 appear everywhere, and it is nothing to do with me. 4 is a bad number, and 8 is a good number, so it represents the fight between good and evil. 4 and 8 added together makes 12, this represents the 12 Olympians the gods of ancient Greece, those who are fighting the fight. I thought about it last night in fact and arrived at this conclusion.
I thought my space talk was boring you and you were uninterested. I have few other interests, although my talk on herbs and crops are hardly interesting talk.
I will take the blame for your revolution. I accept that I was nudging you to breaking point, but I am like this. When I see something hanging loose, I have to poke it and set it free. I assume full responsibility for what we have both done, as I was the one that caused you to be upset, so all the things you said to me were my fault.
How many other people have the Chinese name Jinlong? The only other Jinlong I know of is the mayor of Beijing. James is a common name, but not Jinlong.
I await the rest of what you have to say.
--James

WHAT IN THE FUCKING WORLD DOES MY EMAIL HAVE TO DO WITH MY HERITAGE?!