Thursday, September 25, 2008
What is love?
*love_by_laurapora
What is LOVE? According to "The free Dictionary" under love it's first meaning is: "A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness". Is that what I feel whenever I talk with JAJA? Is it possible that I do not actually in-a-sense LOVE him even when I claim I have "fallen in LOVE" with him and my friend actually feels that I'm 95% in love with him.
"HUH!!!!!!!!!".
So what am I suppose to do now?? I have no idea what I'll do if one day, he turns out to already have a girl or found one from his school.
Being in "love", I should be able to talk to him about anything but I feel that every time we chat on YAHOO! he always wants to tell me about some war news or it will be about his sci fi world. In the end, I feel that I'm waiting for nothing! I want to know about HIM and not about things which he make up or things about the world. I want to know about his life and how it had been when I could not talk to him! Missing him LOADS but he doesn't seem to feel that same way about it or else he would have left me offline messages. Y_Y so.... I have decided to let him go for now and will not wait for him online. At the same time, I will be able to see how much I "mean" to him.
FYP today, only Hafizah and Sherilyn came. We did sonication, protein purification and lastly AP assay.
Here's a picture of our AP assay!
YAY!!! There was like instant colour change for my Res proteins! Happy like hell! That might mean that C3 does affect the AP activity in the normal plasmid. Because Res does not have C3 in it and there was binding!!! SO!!!!! C3 does affect it! \^^/blablabla.. dont care about it anyway. Just gimme a good grade.
JAJA din't come online today and weird Glenn IM-ed again. -.- Got to chat with FB josh and IP Griffen! xD
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:36 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
