Thursday, September 18, 2008
hart to trust
*i_find_it_hart_to_trust__by_freckledmystery
I do find it hard to trust... it's a SAD SAD life for me because JAJA's started school and the time difference is making things harder for us to talk. Missing him even though we've talked yesterday and maybe it's because we haven't chatted in a while. And today he's not online YET again!!! And I thought he told me that he has his Wednesdays OFF? Why is he not online then?? It's 6PM on a Wednesday now and he hasn't replied my offline message to him.
Beverly Lin: I.....heard smth from Caleb xD haha..made my heart skip a beat
I know it's kinda stupid because I ALREADY know about it LONG AGO that he said he likes me but, I want to discuss that topic about US again... I kinda miss that time where he was so serious about me moving to UK to study so we can be like at least within a phone's call away? Obviously I will NOT be able to do that, but him telling me that is IMPORTANT to me... At least it shows he cares? Or maybe wants to see me? Or go out with me??
-sigh- so how can I trust that I still have his heart, even though mine has SUPER-GLUED itself to him?
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:28 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
