Saturday, August 30, 2008
He's late

There's no 5 second rule in my life for ♥JAJA he can never be ONLY 5 seconds late right? It takes five seconds for that ice cream cone to drop from the hand onto the ground and start to melt. He was late, REALLY late today. I made it pretty clear that I forgo rest for him yesterday, during our IM and he's still late! Like he did it to piss me off on purpose and to see if I will wait for him. Well, I'm through waiting. He's always making me wait and like what my BABE said, he should be the one waiting for me. Thanks C.
Sometimes I wish I had not locked him out, like this, he still will be able to see how I feel about his lateness affecting me! OBVIOUSLY! Blogging about him at this hour?! What drove me to this kind of madness?!? Furthermore doing this online thing when I know my parents will FLIP if they knew. All that I'm risking...all for him. Can't he see that?
Heart is pumping for him but no longer...it's pumping for ME, God and my BABES.
Sometimes I wish I had not locked him out, like this, he still will be able to see how I feel about his lateness affecting me! OBVIOUSLY! Blogging about him at this hour?! What drove me to this kind of madness?!? Furthermore doing this online thing when I know my parents will FLIP if they knew. All that I'm risking...all for him. Can't he see that?
Heart is pumping for him but no longer...it's pumping for ME, God and my BABES.
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:11 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words