*Eff off_by_ME

I stayed up last night till LATE because I wanted to IM JAJA and is that something wrong? Wanting to IM the person that I like or perhaps love? OMGness ok?
"SO DON'T GET YOUR KNICKERS IN A TWIST."
Stupid uptight father and because I was talking to JAJA, I only slept 4hours and I STILL woke up to go for STUPID, LAME breakfast with you three A-holes who shouted and blamed me for being late. So WTH ok, at least I woke up, which is an improvement from last time where I'll say I don't even want to go. Bloody EFF-ers.
Went to church and sat through service with Corrine whilst Cat sleeping at home and getting rest for "The Human Run" in the afternoon! Hope that she did not overstrain herself too much!!!

Poor C! She had a really lousy day today with ALL the bad things happening together at the same time. Having JOAB telling her to TRUST in God more as well...HAHAA...poor C. Don't worry KK? I'll pray for you!!!

I watched "The Family Stone" and now I'm going back to watch "The Wedding Date" and stupid youKU.com IS DYING ON ME!!!!!!! FASTER LOAD LA!

*5-Second-Rule-77241067

*Oh_crap_by_Emptycinemapictures

Janice just told me that MY new classmates are ANTISOCIAL to people who are not from their school( of technology of arts) but,"hello?" aren't people from the ARTS suppose to be COOL and FRIENDLY? Whatever. It's only for one day~ Besides, I need not stay so close to them and the second semester will probably fly pass like this semester. So good luck to me! Even if I don't do really well with them, I'll work SUPER hard for my UTs!!
LIKE THAT, I still can get a good grade. So go to hell EFF-ers!

I'll still enjoy my module so.... Eff-off!! HA!

Finished Doctor Who and gossip girl today, COOLNESS...now I got something to tell JAJA!! HEHEHE....Anyway, I still kinda want to thank God for the angels he gave me through my friends. They stood me through my UPs and DOWNs and through that I got to know that FOR ONCE, I got requited likeness from ♥JAJA...(((=

I'm watching Friends now, HILARIOUS!!! Oh I hope that C gets her studying done by 3AM!! Gosh hope that she doesn't tire herself- talked to her on the mobile this morning!!HAHAHA...Dint get enough sleep 'cause of that though..Just hope that ♥JAJA comes online quick. ((x Also, sincerly hope that E and her *yoyo have LOADSA fun at her sleepover tonight!

OMG...I hope that ♥JAJA and I have something to talk about and not all about his science though. How come I get nervous at the same time of the night? Hmm..What should I talk about with him tonight? Friends? I could go,

"I finished Doctor Who and this American show Gossip Girl and watching Friends now. How I wish that my BFFs n I could be friends till so long."

NOT that it's not true!! It's true but a topic to talk to him about...((= maybe add in that we could be friends for a long time too?? ((x

*Gossip Girl here, your one and only source into the scandalous life of Manhattan's elite

B looks stunning in her Debutante Ball

B as Audrey Hepburn(my goddess) in her dream.
She's looking for Cat.

Chuck, Lil'J, Nate, B, Dan and S

Love that dress, B.

Dan, S, Chuck, Nate and Lil'J

Top: Nate
Middle: Chuck, Nate, B and B
Bottom: Lil' J

Dan, Lil'J, Nate, B, S and Chuck

Nate, S, and Dan

LOVELY S!!

Here we have S and Dan.

Here we have (from the left)
Lil'J, S, and B
The ENTIRE Gossip Girl cast.
Rocking the GG!

*black_or_pink__by_pancakesoup

Painted by nails black today... all that I'm missing now is PINK! Pink nail varnish! HOT PINK VARNISH. I want to get it! WHOO~~~ No matter how much I hate pink, I still love HOT pink. I like it hot, like fuchsia!!! OH YEA... FUCHSIA IS THE NEW BLACK ALRIGHT!

GO FASHION
GO DIVA
GO COUTURE!!!!!!
Tyra Banks: WORK IT!
Miss J: Your walk is as useless as a flashlight with no batteries in them.
Me (aliove) : You either live or die. So stomp that runway of life to DEATH.

Dream: Own a pair of Christian Louboutin stilettos.

I want to stomp my runway in them! Some of those GORGEOUS heels.
I don't know the heels name..only like one or two.
Oh yea...I :""v"":HEART:""v"": CHRISTIAN LOUBOUTIN

*Pigalle Christian Louboutin Stilettos

*Louboutin Blue Satin Helmut Pair

*Prada Spuntate Raso Chic pair

Here's 2 pairs which I was unable to upload, go have a look. One I heart to death(1) and the other, I'll never ever attempt to wear(2). EVER.

1. Christian Louboutin Anemone Pumps
( http://www.flickr.com/photos/daniele268/2270681141/ )

2. Christian Louboutin Ballet heels
( http://www.flickr.com/photos/godmoar/2444884379/ )

Maybe in my Anemone pumps, I need not stand on my tippy toes IF I ever get to K I S S him!!
-SQUEAL!!!-

*Tired_by_billysphoto

That all that I feel these days...be it FYP or staying online to talk with JAJA, but I'm so tired )))= I had a headache this morning+ I was SOOOOOO EFFING tired+ I'm kinda tired that Dr Ng was blaming us for everything...
I woke up like LATE, at 330pm?!?!?! WHAT THE HELL?! And I did practically nothing the whole day oh and I have no idea why I didnt cook something up to eat.

List of food:
blueberry cream bun
1 hard boiled egg
3-4 pieces of biscuits
honey dew soya milk
peanut butter-->from the bottle

AND, THAT IS LUNCH.

For dinner, I ate like one tuna sandwich and kailan(cooked by mom) I dont know why, but I kinda feel like I dont want to eat anything...))=
I NEED MY BFFS!!!!!
MISS THEM LIKE HELL!!!

OMG...SO I WAS RIGHT IN A WAY!! THAT IF A DREAM WERE TO BE TOLD OUT, IT WONT COME TRUE! It's in Cinderella!!!
"Um um...cant tell. 'Cause if you tell a wish, it won't come true. And after all..." (song starts)

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true

LOVE CINDERELLA!!!

*the_need_of_sleep_by_shortpinay

I NEEEEED SLEEEP...because of all of the chatting with JAJA late at night has really taken a toll on me I guess. Late nights and Beverly DON'T mix like we repel, seriously REPEL. So damn tired!! Oh, I asked JAJA if we were in the same country would he like ask me out and he said yes! YES!!! x))) Teehee!!! Xp so happy after that you know!

LAB WAS BORING AGAIN and NHC blamed us again that the negative control was contaminated and did something like, "Luckily I made another control" or something again..What the hell was that about?!? It's not our fault that the bottle was dirty or whatever...or that he is what...oh ya! A DOCTOR! PhD??? HELLO?!!?? OF course he's good at what he do. He's got a doctarade! SO duh!!!

OMG, ok. Mike wanted to like WEBCAM me. What the hell right?? LAME SHIT OK.

ANYWAY...JAJA told me that he'll be online tonight so!!! x))) YAY HIM!!!!

muackx~muackx~muackx~ Teehee!!

*hopeful_but_in_pain_by_muted_pain

MY LIP IS EFFING PAINFUL!!!!! I BIT IT AGAIN!!! THIRD TIME ALREADY LA!!
OW~OW~OW~OW~OW~OW~OW~OW~OW~OW~OW~OW~OW~

T_T wah....i need my strawberry HOTPINK ulcer cream which burns like FIRE, but still LOVE it becuz it means that the cream works. AHHAHAH...i put the cream on liao!!!
ANYWAY!! I MADE MY OWN DINNER!! Tuna sandwich and Edamame peas! HEALTHY!!!!
HEHEHHEHHEHHEHHEHH~~~ My mother forced me to go downstairs to eat dinner and so EFFING sian. And now she's nagging at me to eat my fruits, like HELLO??? why is she nagging more then often??! Maybe bcuz she's allowing me to go to Melbourne so she must NAG me more NOW. O.O hehhehhehhehhehhehh....plzpzlplz, lemme go to Melbourne please!!!
I want to go to Monash/ La Trobe University!!

I'm watching Doctor Who again...O.o Agatha Christie!! GOGOGO!!! GO AGATHA GO! HAHAHA...DOCTOR WHO WAS SO FUNNY, TRYING TO EXPEL THE GENOXIDE! And the shock was the best, Donna kissing him!!

Am I shitting myself?! I'm nervous already! On whether I'll get to talk to JAJA tonite or nt. T_T ok!!! Why am I lyk getting so excited?! CPC'S RIGHT...SO IN LOVE WITH HIM LA!!! 95% liao. OKKKKKK...JAJA'S LYK MIA-ING ON ME. CAN WE TOK MORE?!?!

I should be out there in the sun and not in the stupid lab with stupid Escherichia Coli. And making sure that I will be able to allow the stupid bacteria to survive and culture correctly. Furthermore, my KANCHIONG PI was breathing down my neck and all my friends' necks!!!

OH, MIKE SENT ME A VIDEO OF HIM ON THE PIANO...Effing fantastic!!! But...kinda not interested even if he SEEMS so perfect. Like WHATEVER!!! JAJA replied me on email and said that he'll be online earlier today...HE'S ONLINE!!! AND I'M TALKING NOW!!! X))))

LOOK AT THIS!!!

James Uddin: nope
James Uddin: I never went through phases of being attracted to someone
James Uddin: I never really felt attracted to anyone before
Beverly Lin sihui: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Beverly Lin sihui: does tt mean ure nt attracted to me too!?!?!? )))=
Beverly Lin sihui: HAHAH
Beverly Lin sihui: ))=
James Uddin: Oh of course I am. I mean this is probably the first time I have been attracted to someone

AHHHHHHHHHH....LOVE!!! infinite Xs and Os!!!

OMGOMGOMG...LOVE IS IN THE AIR!! x))))

HAHAHAHHAHAHHA...LOOK AT THIS!!! I HEART SONGLIN MANY MANY!!!

Caleb Kong: anyway
Caleb Kong: how do you think about bev ?
James Uddin: well, she's a very good friend, I like her a lot(SCRRRRRRRREAM)
Caleb Kong: hmm
Caleb Kong: haha
Caleb Kong: like her as a friend ?? me too i like her as a friend
James Uddin: well, perhaps a little more than just a friend, but we are a planet apart, as we are so far away. If I could, I would go and see her(AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)
Caleb Kong: =)
Caleb Kong: so there is more than jus a friend eh ?
Caleb Kong: =D
James Uddin: yes(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
James Uddin: of course(DOUBLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Caleb Kong: hmm
Caleb Kong: she is my bestie
Caleb Kong: =)
Caleb Kong: so
James Uddin: hehe
James Uddin: you find her attractive?
Caleb Kong: it just happened that i know she like u alot
Caleb Kong: hmm
James Uddin: yes
Caleb Kong: and she have been telling me about it =D
Caleb Kong: yea
Caleb Kong: she is my bestie
Caleb Kong: of course she is attractive
Caleb Kong: her voice is nice =D
Caleb Kong: i love to hear her sing
James Uddin: I heard her sing, as she sent me a file with her song on it. She says she was very nervous about it, but she sounded fine
James Uddin: really good in fact
Caleb Kong: ye
Caleb Kong: she is a nice girl =D
Caleb Kong: it would be good if the both of you meet up =D
James Uddin: she is indeed. I very much want to meet her(OMGOMGOMOMG). If I ever get the money together, I would go and see her
Caleb Kong: =D
Caleb Kong: i'm glad to hear that from you mate
Caleb Kong: =)
James Uddin: indeed
James Uddin: Its good to know that she has got good friends like you looking out for her
Caleb Kong: haha
Caleb Kong: =)
Caleb Kong: hmm
James Uddin: I have few friends here, so I am left rather vulnerable(aww~~ ))x )
Caleb Kong: dun worry u can talk to me anytime =D(can ask abt his feelings for me oso!!! XPPP)
James Uddin: thanx( teehee~ Our Caleb is the BEST!)

I LOVE YOU CALEB!!! YOU ROCK!!!!!!!

This is all i got from JAJA for being absent for so many days...))))))=

F O U R.
FOUR.
4. 4. 4. 4. 4.

YEAYEAYEA...WHATEVER, ALL THOSE TALK ABOUT THE NO 4 and how our friendship stands for. Is that all about to end now? Where are you these days?? How come you dont come online anymore? Making me wait for FOREVER...JAJA!! DONT YOU GET IT?!
NO MATTER, IF MIKE FLIRTS WITH ME OR THAT I FLIRT BACK, or that he even offered to pay for my ticket to US.
IT'S YOU THAT I WANT.
IT'S YOU THAT I'VE FALLEN FOR.
IT'S YOU.

You are the only one who has EVER return the same feelings for me...dont you get it? How important it is for me? You're my prince. My stupid, nerdy prince.
And now, you're fading...into oblivion and nothingness.

-Prayer in session-
Dearest God, I'll like to pray for Cherlyn's test tmr!! Please give her the calmness of mind and the perseverence to finish her paper without difficulties. Also to watch over her to make sure that nothing will get in the way of her finishing the paper be it the bus, her friends, distractions, weather or anything else.
Dear Father, I will like to pray for Eunice as well to ask you to watch over her and to make sure that she will be well and happy and not to stress her up in her studies. I'll like to pray for JIEJIE as well, that she will not be too stress in completing her honours year. Please watch over her.
Dear Father, how come JAJA doesnt come online anymore? I miss him so... so much Lord. ))= I really need him Lord and I might have fallen MADLY in love with him.. According to my friend I'll fallen in love 96% or smth like that.. Please Lord, let me speak with him...and let him reply my email.
I'll like to pray that FYP goes smoothly for tmr's session and that we will not get a dressing down from Dr. Ng. I'll like to pray that I will be able to get into either Monash or La Trobe University Lord...please grant me my dream!!!
I'll like to give thanks to the food that I've eaten today and to my parents for raising me and providing for me...

All of this I pray in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

*Rainbow_Monash_by_cherlyn

Went to IDP fair today and consulted several universities about BA in language and only La Trobe and Monash gave me good answers. Melbourne totally did not "entertain" me at all because my GPA was too low. And they asked me to go to Trinity College for my foundation year like "Whaaaaaaaaat....", so obvious that I do not want to do foundation year!!! I want to do Bachelor of Arts in language!!

Alan from Monash and Sam from La Trobe, thank you for helping me!! i REALLY look forward to studying in Melbourne with either of your schools!! =))) Studying Korean or French!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!! muackx!!!!

I MISS HIM...JAJA!!!!
WHERE'S HE?!?!?
IT'S ALREADY FOUR DAYS!!!!

*Lost by Spako

im so lost without talking to you...without your consolation when i am down. Ive missed you for three days..forth day today. Where are you? Is my babe rite that you are using this as a test? When you know well that I miss you so much...maybe i AM in love, in love with a stranger from a faraway land. )))= making me weak...

i dont care that all you blabber about is science and the doctor, as long as you are here and talking to me. I MISS YOU SO!!! i hate that you are so NOT HERE all the time!! T_T

*Alone_by_psychofunk

Sitting at the bench
staring out...
not to the beach, nor the sky, nor anything else....
but you.

You, that someone who's in Nottingham..
the only one who pumps my heart,
making my adrenaline rush,
making me nervous at the same time EVERY NIGHT.

Making me want to scream to you..
TELL ME YOU DO LIKE ME!!!!
Having no faith in you...
your existence, your voice, and your face.

All alone...
in the MOST crowded places.
when screaming on the inside.
in the brightest places yet all i see is darkness.
even if i'm with my BABES.

Somehow...
you are what make me complete.
Having my thoughts with you...
Having you read me like a book at times...
Having you make me LOL in front of the screen...

Worse of all...
Having me overlooking ALL your flaws.

*Confused_by_sinademiral

Still no sign of JAJA for the third day~ i'm missing him so much but i've got 1/2 my mind on smth else and that smth else is a dilemma in the form of MIKE. Whether i actually do like him or he's lyk my sub for JAJA, since he's lyk missing n all...)))))))=
Check this out, it's our chat today...

(2:04 PM) aliove;; BBF: hey im back! (from school that is)
(2:04 PM) Magic Mike: good lol
(2:04 PM) Magic Mike: I missed you
(2:05 PM) aliove;; BBF: aww~ ahaha...(i really felt that...e whole AWWWWWW...)
(2:06 PM) Magic Mike: i did
(2:07 PM) aliove;; BBF: REALLY?!.....
(2:07 PM) Magic Mike: yes
(2:07 PM) Magic Mike: very much
(2:08 PM) aliove;; BBF: xD...i though u'll be lyk offline by e tym i got hme
(2:08 PM) Magic Mike: no
(2:09 PM) aliove;; BBF: haha...((((=
(2:09 PM) Magic Mike: i had to wait on you
(2:12 PM) aliove;; BBF: wait on me?!?!
(2:12 PM) Magic Mike: cause I like you(OMG...LYK OMG)
(2:12 PM) aliove;; BBF:
(2:13 PM) Magic Mike: i really do(double OMG...Shut up!Shut up!)
(2:15 PM) aliove;; BBF: i guess i do lyk u alil..=XXXXXXXX(OMGGGG....I DID IT AGAIN!!!)
(2:16 PM) Magic Mike: awww(SQUUUUUEAL)
(2:20 PM) aliove;; BBF:
(2:20 PM) Magic Mike: wow that is a sexy pic!
(2:21 PM) aliove;; BBF: HAHAHA....tt was juz an anyhow pic!!
(2:26 PM) Magic Mike: but still sexy
(2:26 PM) Magic Mike: lol
(2:26 PM) aliove;; BBF: hee~
(2:26 PM) Magic Mike: I would love to kiss you lol(OMFREAKINGGAWD!!!!!!OMGOMGOMG)
(2:27 PM) aliove;; BBF: O___O
(2:33 PM) Magic Mike: would you like?
(2:34 PM) aliove;; BBF: erm! cheek ok, nt e lips yet!!!!!!
(2:34 PM) Magic Mike: hahahaha fine
(2:35 PM) aliove;; BBF: hahaha...
(2:35 PM) Magic Mike: cuddle?
(2:37 PM) aliove;; BBF: tt's ok i guess...but i'll prolly become lyk dis--->
(2:46 PM) Magic Mike: aww then I will give you a massage too
(2:49 PM) aliove;; BBF: !!!!!!!!!!!!!
(2:50 PM) aliove;; BBF: haaha~ major blushness tt i'll haf to wear a paper bag!!
(2:51 PM) Magic Mike: hehehehehe
(2:51 PM) Magic Mike: well I have to go
(2:51 PM) Magic Mike: ttyl
(2:51 PM) Magic Mike: bye
(2:54 PM) aliove;; BBF: okk!
(2:54 PM) aliove;; BBF: byee~

OMGGGGGGGGGAWD OK. I'M LYK TOTALLY FLIRTING RIGHT??!?!?! AHHHHHHHHHH...SHITS. WHY CANT I DO ALL THIS LYK WITH JAJA?!?
)))))))))))= I MISS HIM BADLY...but i said nothing bcuz i wanna gif him SPACE.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~
SHYTE!!SHYTE!!! I NEED MY BABES!!