Saturday, August 23, 2008

Sitting at the bench
staring out...
not to the beach, nor the sky, nor anything else....
but you.
You, that someone who's in Nottingham..
the only one who pumps my heart,
making my adrenaline rush,
making me nervous at the same time EVERY NIGHT.
Making me want to scream to you..
TELL ME YOU DO LIKE ME!!!!
Having no faith in you...
your existence, your voice, and your face.
All alone...
in the MOST crowded places.
when screaming on the inside.
in the brightest places yet all i see is darkness.
even if i'm with my BABES.
Somehow...
you are what make me complete.
Having my thoughts with you...
Having you read me like a book at times...
Having you make me LOL in front of the screen...
Worse of all...
Having me overlooking ALL your flaws.
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11:40 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words