Monday, June 30, 2008


Come fly with me, let's fly let's fly away...
CHERLYN... ... COME BACK!! I'M MISSING YOU SO MUCH ALREADY!! T_T How's your apartment and your Brunei housemate? How's the campus in Monash? And how's the "view" -hehhehheh...- You know...THE VIEW. HEheeh....

I did a research on like the university in Australia and I still want to go to unis in Melbourne or maybe Sydney or Queensland. Queensland is pretty EZ to get into. So....heh.

O.M.G my faci's having a 2nd meeting in LAB and it's already 2nd break. HELLO????!?!? 2ND BRRRRRRREAK? It's our time now and she's eating into it. Stupid indian woman!!!!!!!!!!!
STOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOP.

We finally finished that 2nd meeting and I got to go to class and complete my slides! I'm pissed that I did not get to "makan" with Janice/ CPC/ Sandy/ Songlin during the first break. At the same time *RAWR* that I did not get to hang out with *Tyra/ Current/ YS in the 1st break toooo.. Current was too busy during the 2nd break and YS din't reply me and Janiz din't reply me too (no surprise there.)!! So in the end I ate with *Tyra* as *Tyra and *Miss J are good bytches! -winks-

*XOXO TYRA&MISSJ 4EVA*

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I finished the 3rd meeting at 4pm!! SERIOUSLY. That crazy faci finished classes so late!! I had to rush up for my FYP meeting with Dr Ng. Hahha...the way he was sitting in the chair was *CLASSIC man, slouching like nobody's business!! SO UN-TEACHER like. I was trying to stop myself from laughing. Anyway after that I join "Hey mamas" for their FYP and their confrontation with "Sell-dick". Sandy kinda rocked it until... JANICE LAUGHED!!! I was lyk, "!@#$#@" OMG LA, moment ruined. It's because of "Sell-dick"'s thio stun face! Blink, blink, blink and Sandy staring him down. Stupid guy, make all my friends so depressed about their project. JUST YOU WAIT!

Had training afterwards, for once our "Sway" sounded decent. I had throat problems and I was completely pitchy at the start of the practice and it warmed up after a while. Although I was *flat* in the last attempt. It was pretty low for me. I have to record myself to practice!!!!!! Had a "taiwan red sausage for so-called reward, LOVE IT!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:38 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Friday, June 27, 2008



Today in the second meeting I was stressed. Now... I'm DEAD STRESSED!!! OMG LA, I am always scared in Proteomics because the faci's really fierce!! I had lots of fun today though and maybe I MIGHT get an A for today's daily grade! -fingers crossed-

National A Cappella competition showed some local talents and some failers...they should record themselves before coming to perform!! But it was great fun.

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Thursday, June 26, 2008


sadded ;(
I'm not doing well in school because I loathe today's lesson as my faci likes to give me a C. And that's when I either stay for class or I leave halfway. Why does she always give me a C, it's 'cuz I'm stupid that how. I don't like what I am studying and I should be somewhere else studying things which I LIKE. As above, I have stated what I WILL want to study and I recently found out that I can study "Pop" music in Laselle. It was through a friend and she thought I was good enough to get in. I duno, it seems too good to be real and I'd rather not have high hopes on it. I'll love to sing for my whole life, but it will be hard to make it in that type of career as SINGAPORE OBVIOUSLY have no talent or market for this. Our winners aren't all that great because Singaporeans mainly DON'T KNOW how to choose which one is a better singer. =.= what lame shits.

Anyway, I ponned halfway again and went to CPC's class. I'm very sorry to my FYP team because I forgot about meeting after school and I did not see the message until it was too late. =(( You guys should have called me. I'm so so sorry about it.

I went for stupid training and it sucked BIG time. That stupid full-of-herself president thinks that she's so good in music and the ENTIRE Soprano part got boycotted by her and hey what, battalion? Anyway we Sops boycotted them and went out of the room to practice. It seems that breathing the same air as them resulted in headaches, fatigue and lightheaded-ness. So we had a great time outside, while it lasted. Then we had to head back in.

We had Grace today to help us out in place of Angie. She's so cute and tiny and has a great voice. She studies Classical Music in Laselle as in Classical Singing. Grace is the friend who suggested that I could actually get into the "pop" diploma! WHOO!!! But getting my hopes high has no good effect. So what's the use? I had Ramly burger and finished all that stupid RJ stuff. Now I'm just blogging and talking to Cherlyn.

*PS. JAMESSSS!!!! COME ONLINE AND CHAT!!!!!! >_<

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11:58 PM
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Where is my guiding light?
Everyone has their guiding light of hope and future towards where they want to do but I do not see mine, needless to say feel mine. I have no idea if I want to be a journalist or a tour leader or a cultural person. I will wish to get into Monash and get my Degree of something.
Here is a list of what I managed to dig out of the Monash webpage:

* Bachelor of Arts
The Bachelor of Arts is a flexible degree that allows students to match their academic interests with their career goals to create the ideal course. Arts provides a set of general, portable and lasting skills vital to any career, such as the ability to research an issue, present an argument, analyse information, communicate clearly and relate well to people. There are no compulsory units. Students choose from a wide selection of studies and complete at least one major, one minor and a first-year sequence in arts. Elective units, or a second major, may be chosen from arts or an approved area taught by another faculty.

The subjects students choose in their arts degree may guide them towards a particular career. For example, a student interested in being an archaeologist might choose to study archaeology and classics and complement those studies with anthropology and a language. Monash arts graduates are working in fields such as:

  • journalism, publishing, editing, writing, electronic media, public relations, corporate communications
  • marketing, advertising, business research and analysis
  • management consulting, international trade, human resources, training and development, management and administration
  • diplomacy, foreign affairs, politics
  • urban and environmental research and planning
  • social and community services, counselling, social welfare, social research, policy and planning
  • teaching (with additional qualification), education administration
  • tourism, hospitality, entertainment and leisure industries
  • performing arts (music or drama), production, direction, management and administration, film, television and video
  • library services, museum and gallery administration arts management, event coordination
  • translating, interpreting, voice recognition services.

* Bachelor of Arts (English)
The degree will give the student a deeper understanding of the English language and how English works from a structural, historical, socio-cultural, development and pedagogical perspective. The student will also be able to analyze the English language structure and be able to do critical analysis as well. Moreover, they will develop an understanding of the problems encountered in inter-cultural communications. Students will develop sophisticated skills in professional writing and oral communication.

{Me talking: I guess my career will most probably an English Teacher? Or perhaps a writer in some newspaper.}

*Bachelor of Arts (Language)
The program is designed for those who wish to develop a thorough knowledge of languages and their structures and the social and cultural aspects of the countries from which the language comes.

There are three ways to complete the degree:

(i) an extensive major in one language consisting of all major study requirements plus further units providing social and cultural insights into the countries where the language is spoken; a minor in linguistics; and a minor in a second language, or in European or Asian studies

(ii) majors in two languages and a minor in linguistics

(iii) a major in a language, a major in linguistics and a minor in a second language, or in European or Asian studies.

Monash offers Chinese, French, German, Hebrew, Indonesian, Italian, Japanese, Korean, Spanish and Ukrainian.

Career outlook

Graduates with second-language skills are highly sought after in fields including diplomacy, foreign affairs, politics, tourism and hospitality, and translating and interpreting.

I WANT TO TAKE ONE OF THESE!!!!!!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:10 PM
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

CAMWHORE 3

CAMWHORE 2

CAMWHORE 1

CHA DAO KWAY!!! NICE.

J/chi Kway!!! yum!!!!!!!

CHA DAO KWAY!!!

J/chi Kway!!! NICEEEEEE!!!!!!!

SUGAR CANE JUICE!!!!! I HEART SUGARCANE!!!

SUGARCANE!!!!!!!!!!!

J/chi Kway

*Cha Dao Kway!

Midnight fetishes!
*Cha Dao Kway---> J/chi Kway
SUGAR CANE JUICE!!!!! I HEART SUGARCANE!!!

Hate it. Hate the Teppanyaki.

LOVE THEM PICKLES!

As I said, not nice. It freaking numbed my tastebuds and I could not taste much after that. I kinda lost my appetite. -.- Stupid Teppanyaki.

BREAKFAST/ LUNCH/ EARLY DINNER @ Shokudo
*Shabu Shabu not so nice.
*Ditto for Teppanyaki.

i was freaking *high* today when I woke up because it's "BRACES REMOVAL DAY" Oh yea!!!!! The whole process took like two hours!!! And I gargled out BLOODY WATER. ARG.
BUT IT WAS FREAKING WORTH IT. And the scraping of the cement was one of the worst part. It was like fingernails on a chalkboard except I was the chalkboard. I NEVER want to be a chalkboard. EVER.
They also found a small cavity and patched it for me so, thanks! There were interns watching the whole procedure and I was like an exhibit. WTF......and the dentist explained terms like if the patient were to start gagging when they did the teeth impression what they should do. I did feel like gagging but I'm according to them not a "gagger", DUH CUZ I CONTROLLED. *Stupid interns*
I LOVE THE SMOOTHNESS!!!!!!!
Although I'm still not used to it and I still check my (non-existant) braces for food stuck. AHAHHAHA....

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11:16 PM
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*Buoyant!*

So happy that I will be taking off my braces to day for good!
130pm: meet with Dr Pek to check on my progress of my jaw
145pm: meet with Dr Chew to REMOVE MY BRACES!!!!!!
230pm: meet with some other dentist to do the polishing off, off the glue!

Wakakakakakkas.....finally after 2.5 years, it is OFF!

O-F-F OFF!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:39 AM
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

It has come to that day of the week! The day of which my easiest module is on and I'm pretty happy with my team though I did not get the classmates I want. Turns out that Dhivya's not that bad unlike what I first thought about her. She seems so harsh in reality but she's actually pretty humorous and so is her family! Her dad is so cute, IM-ing her on MSN today!

Anyway, our problem was about writing reports about research papers. "HELLO?! This topic should have been done last week, as we have handed in our reports for our FYPs!!!" But this problem could be good in a way that we will know how we should be presenting our poster the coming Wednesday. That's right!

COMING WEDNESDAY!

This crazy school did not even bother giving the students a breather in between and immediately shoot us with a poster presentation! I still feel so exhuasted from the report writing and now we have to do our poster to be ready by Wednesday! OMG... ... we need a miracle to be able to finish the poster and print it in A1 size in time for next Wednesday!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:00 PM
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Monday, June 23, 2008

*My fairytale of my life?
Where is that beautiful life I yearn for?
The one where flowers blossom and fruits are beared.
I yearn for my dream job and my dream house.
Just like a Barbie doll with her spouse.
Where is my Ken?
My knight in -oh-so-shining armor.
He whom will sweep me off my feet and gallop down the pastures and meadows.
Down and up rolling hills.
All the way to our castle.

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:59 PM
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Sunday, June 22, 2008


IT'S FANTABULOUS!!!
OMG I LOVE THE SHOW!




[*I do miss him so...]

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Saturday, June 21, 2008

A WONDERFUL FILM.
FANTASTIC!
BRAVO!

"ALL ABOUT EVE" is a fantastic film about how a young and aspiring girl who wants to make it to Hollywood. She goes by Eve Harrington and uses her idol Margo Channing to get to her goal. Eve goes through everything and got everyone out of her way. She finally makes it to the top and have one other star-strucked teen who gets tempted to make it to Hollywood like herself.

It is a fantastic show and I will love to introduce it to everyone!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:48 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

I found the most DROP DEAD GORGEOUS MAN ALIVE ON THIS PLANET.

HIM!!!!!!!!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 3:03 PM
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Thursday, June 19, 2008

Erm, wat's going on here? We.....are dng FMT in the 2nd meeting? O......k. Tt's so weird. Here's smth for u faci.

We are the confused, especially me so please guide me. PLEASE. I hate u!! U can't teach for God's sake so retire already. I hate RP. I WANT BOOOOOOKS!!!!!!!!!
T_T I WANT OUT!!! OUT OF SCIENCE AND OUT OF RR AND OUT OF SAS. If it's possible, out of Singapore too. I dont know anything about today's lesson. Reporter gene?? Promoter region? HUH????????????
IF my faci were to do Single presentation today, I'm so dead if I HAVE TO PRESENT. I'll screw up all the slides and get a stupid C, which I can get even if I were to "pon" class halfway and do the quiz, evaluation and RJ. So wat's the use of coming to class and presenting when I can have the same grade?
I'm done with my slide.
Er.... tt's like so shallow and I have no idea wat everyone in class is talking about.

I'm so not right for science. Why did I force myself to think I could accept this? GREAT, wasted a bunch of money again.

WHAT KIND OF WEIRD TEST WAS THAT?! O-MG. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO THE STUPID GENOMICS TEST. I’M SO GETTING A D AGAIN FOR THIS LIKE ALL MY OTHER GENOMICS ONES. CAN I QUIT SCHOOL LIKE, NOW???? T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:50 AM
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RAWR. STUPID SINGAPORE. Increase the ERP rates again. Hello???!?? U're already extorting money from us through ERP. What trying to stop traffic jams in town? U're putting ERP EVERYWHERE!!! IN PLACES THAT ARE NOT IN TOWN. TOA PAYOH? SERANGOON? BUKIT TIMAH?! HELLO?!??!???!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 8:48 AM
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Rain, rain go away.
Come again another day.

It was raining today and made it so hard for me to get to school to help out in Janice's FYP. But I went anyway because I promised them and I miss my BFFs!!! Tee hee... I'm changing "Bye Bye" to the Japanese genre and Janice's changing "Beautiful Seeds" to Jazz and Sandy's "Hey Jude" to Rock. Cool huh? I LOVE MUSIC!

I went for dance class afterwards and it was so fun! Everyone was screwing everything up again and that guy was screwing up when I partner with him again!!! He's suppose to only turn one round and he turned me twice and all my footwork was messed up and I lost my balance and almost fell. HELLO?!?! EARTH TO YOU!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:13 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

I guess something else good happened yesterday!
Look at what a beauty this sky is, it's God's creation for us.
Maybe a special gift from him for my B+s!!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:46 PM
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

OMG.OMG.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

I GOT A B FOR MY UT.

2 FUCKING B+s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S LIKE THE FIRST B I'VE EVER GOT SINCE YEAR TWO!!!!!!!!!!!


FUCK.....ING SPLENDID!

I FINISHED MY FYP REPORT THIS MORNIN' AT 1AM,

CAN THIS DAY GET ANY BETTER!?

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 8:49 AM
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Monday, June 16, 2008

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOSE REPORTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Thank you Sherilyn for your generous help. Couldn't have done it without you!!!
Sweet, sweet Sherilyn!
MUACKX!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:36 PM
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*Mugness!!!! Report writing with my friends!! All of us are freaking distracted by Jonas Bros, piano playing pple and EVERYTHING ELSE.

Fuck, i'm wasting my time now blogging.
Gotta get back to my report.

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:50 PM
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FUCK......I HATE REPORTS!!!!!!!!! ONLY AT 2659 WORDS.

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:47 AM
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Sunday, June 15, 2008


*mugness*
I've written 1100 words on my report and that adds up to 1,400++.
SOMEONE SAVE ME!

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0 people in the crowd heard my words

Saturday, June 14, 2008


THE BEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!


YES!!!!!! FINALLY FRIDAY CAME! LYN AND I WENT TO THE BEACH AND SUN TAN FOR LIKE 1 HOUR?
HERE'S US BEFORE TANNING


AND HERE'S AFTER TANNING!


OMG, MY FACE IS BUTT RED!!!! AHAHHAHAHA, GOOD GOOD!!! IT'S BEEN A LOOOOOOONG TIME SINCE I'VE LOOKED LIKE THIS!

After this, we wanted to go to Arab street to buy *zhngterials to 'zhng' our ipoddys. We learnt "ZHNG" from *Xiaxue. As bimbotic as she can be, she's freaking down the earth and we can't help but like her and think that she's a cute lil' thing

*Xiaxue*

Doesn't she look cute?!
And look at her "zhnged" items.

OMIGOSH, FREAKING NICE RIGHT?!
And it's like a miracle that I'm saying PINK is nice.

And here's my sad attempt to *BLING* my ipod.

A BEFORE:


AN AFTER:


The crystals at the center makes the button a little harder to press......BUT WHATEVER!!!!!! It's worth it because i FUCKING like my *ZHNG-ED* ipod!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:43 AM
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The Lover

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    • Beverly
    • 19
    • Singapore but wants to GET OUT
    • Bukit Panjang PS
    • Bukit View SS
    • Republic Poly
    • LOVES
    • singing
    • dancing
    • slacking
    • playing my piano
    • MINT chocolate
    • Strawberry Cheesecake B&Js
    • WANTS
    • Monash or La Trobe University
    • be with LYN+ICE!!

    • lynice
    • NEVER to meet JAJA
    • **Alter ego secret**
    • You either live or die, SO stomp that runway of life to death
    • some music for the ears

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