Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Those tears that come in my heart and not my face..


blogging time!!!!
ok, life sucks because i want out of BMS like after i graduate so nobody put your hope on me. U got that? My dad is always telling me to study and i don't wanna let him down in not studying BMS, but i think he'll be happier knowing that i'm taking something which interests me more. Seriously.

i've got "TENNIS ELBOW" !!!! OMG, and it's like painful at my left elbow joint. There'll be this sharp pain when i bend my hand too much with my palm facing inwards. OWOWOWOWOWOW...n when there is pain there, i have no strength. My dad reckons it's tennis elbow and i agree too, because i might have hurt it during 'fooling around session' ytd with hanting.THAT HUMAN WAS BITING ME!!! LITERALLY. HE BIT MY UPPER LEFT ARM AND MY LOWER RIGHT ARM. i think all my struggling caused my tendon to tear which caused my tennis elbow. i thought that if i crack my bone it'll be better because i was not able to crack it the whole of ytd. Turns out i'm wrong because i managed to crack it today twice, but it still hurts. So....!@#$&^%$#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God...please help heal my tennis elbow...maybe not going for dancing today will help heal it.
i'm going shopping with cherlyn today. God bless my elbow...Dearest God, please help heal my
elbow. Amen!

James, was adorable ytd, we were chatting about him reading a new book, some alien thing and Ezekiel. Erm, okkkkkkkkk but i dont really believe in ET life out, THERE. Anyways, i told him i have to go to bed and he was like "dream a better life for me" and i replied" i'll try, if my brai wans too" and he was like "hehehe". Seriously, he's soooooo adorable and likable, except for sometimes- which is quite little and tolerable for me- xD Tee hee..juz cant wait for my "rendezvous" with Cherlyn and cotton on and shopping!!!!!!!!