Saturday, May 31, 2008
PEEVED. PISSED AND AGITATED.i had my scary teacher today. I hate presenting in her class because she's a real spitfire and she likes to shoot questions. In the end my frn & i made another guy nervous as well. 3 outta 5 pple were nervous and scared and hands were cold and tt-feeling-of-barfness.
all of us were like "PHEW!" after the presentation. xD
After tt, my BFF told me abt e plans for my ig in sch and i'm so pissed with my grp. My instructor appointed me as a e student conductor &, i dont have a say in who gets to stay in the grp. And instead they are letting the president, the to-be president and a guy's hu's been missing for 1/2 a yr of trainings. FUCK OFF. OK. FUCK OFF. I'M STUDENT CONDUCTOR AND I HAVE NO FUCKING SAY WHATSOEVER?! GO TO HELL AND ROT. Like the Buddhist belief, go rot in the 18th level of hell where you will not be reincarnated.
all of us were like "PHEW!" after the presentation. xD
After tt, my BFF told me abt e plans for my ig in sch and i'm so pissed with my grp. My instructor appointed me as a e student conductor &, i dont have a say in who gets to stay in the grp. And instead they are letting the president, the to-be president and a guy's hu's been missing for 1/2 a yr of trainings. FUCK OFF. OK. FUCK OFF. I'M STUDENT CONDUCTOR AND I HAVE NO FUCKING SAY WHATSOEVER?! GO TO HELL AND ROT. Like the Buddhist belief, go rot in the 18th level of hell where you will not be reincarnated.
IN LOVE ... ...
with... ... my husband. I love him to pieces even if he were a celeb on the big screen. Loved him and noticed him when others didn't and din't believe me that he's gonna turn into a GORGEOUS British man that I'll love..................
Tee Hee!!!
Made a song too...
"My Crazy Love Obsession" [will finish lyrics soon!!!]
**Ella Enchanted sang this, " Won't somebody, somebody, can anybody find me, somebody to love.
",
I'll sing this, " Won't somebody, somebody, can anybody find me, somebody to love, ME.
with... ... my husband. I love him to pieces even if he were a celeb on the big screen. Loved him and noticed him when others didn't and din't believe me that he's gonna turn into a GORGEOUS British man that I'll love..................
Tee Hee!!!
Made a song too...
"My Crazy Love Obsession" [will finish lyrics soon!!!]
**Ella Enchanted sang this, " Won't somebody, somebody, can anybody find me, somebody to love.
",
I'll sing this, " Won't somebody, somebody, can anybody find me, somebody to love, ME.
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:24 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Ok, our FYP ended at 213pm in the afternoon after a hard time unscrewing one of the conical flasks holders. We asked our MEN to help us unscrew. CHONG YANG IS THE MAN!! O.O and all of us were and is high. -swoon-
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:13 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Those tears that come in my heart and not my face..blogging time!!!!
ok, life sucks because i want out of BMS like after i graduate so nobody put your hope on me. U got that? My dad is always telling me to study and i don't wanna let him down in not studying BMS, but i think he'll be happier knowing that i'm taking something which interests me more. Seriously.
i've got "TENNIS ELBOW" !!!! OMG, and it's like painful at my left elbow joint. There'll be this sharp pain when i bend my hand too much with my palm facing inwards. OWOWOWOWOWOW...n when there is pain there, i have no strength. My dad reckons it's tennis elbow and i agree too, because i might have hurt it during 'fooling around session' ytd with hanting.THAT HUMAN WAS BITING ME!!! LITERALLY. HE BIT MY UPPER LEFT ARM AND MY LOWER RIGHT ARM. i think all my struggling caused my tendon to tear which caused my tennis elbow. i thought that if i crack my bone it'll be better because i was not able to crack it the whole of ytd. Turns out i'm wrong because i managed to crack it today twice, but it still hurts. So....!@#$&^%$#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God...please help heal my tennis elbow...maybe not going for dancing today will help heal it.
i'm going shopping with cherlyn today. God bless my elbow...Dearest God, please help heal my
elbow. Amen!
James, was adorable ytd, we were chatting about him reading a new book, some alien thing and Ezekiel. Erm, okkkkkkkkk but i dont really believe in ET life out, THERE. Anyways, i told him i have to go to bed and he was like "dream a better life for me" and i replied" i'll try, if my brai wans too" and he was like "hehehe". Seriously, he's soooooo adorable and likable, except for sometimes- which is quite little and tolerable for me- xD Tee hee..juz cant wait for my "rendezvous" with Cherlyn and cotton on and shopping!!!!!!!!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:24 AM
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Monday, May 26, 2008
skipped school today!!! YIPEE......... thnk God i needn't go to school today and my mom dint scold me. ^^ thnks...mom!! Teehee. i only went to school for UT and sectionals, not very nice day but i'm having a worse day tmr. It is because i have FREAKING lab session tmr and i hate it. HATE HATE HATE.
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:34 PM
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0 people in the crowd heard my words
Thursday, May 22, 2008
What in the world am i doing in a science course? Seriously. Why am i wasting my time and effort to be here. i just want to escape his reality and go to Australia where i am safe to be who i am and what i want to be. Seriously, i'm no science-lab-i-can-find-out-DNA-mutation-win-a-nobel-prize person. Don't think that i am because that's what my dad thinks of me. He wants to smash my laptop? Please do, then i cn stop studying and get a new laptop.Seriously, i just want to run away from all of this and escape to a place where i am in love with. Be it Australia or Paris or Barcelona. I just want out, out of Singapore. PLEASE. SPAIN IS FINE BY ME, then i can be close to James and we can "weird" together! xD hugs and loves and kisses!
Ah..aahaa...i completely tuned out of today's lesson even though i did understand in the end what the lesson is about today. It's all about DNA sequencing and how the various methods can show the sequence of the DNA. The various sequences are shown in the X-ray after it has bound with ddntp yada yada yada.... like i care. Really.
I'm gonna reply James's email on Yahoo! later. Aw rite! ^^
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:20 AM
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0 people in the crowd heard my words
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:31 PM
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0 people in the crowd heard my words
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Run, from my bad morning
"When I get lost in the rain, with nowhere to run..." my alarm rang this morning at 6:45am. However my clock registered 6:40 and since one clock shows that I can sleep for five more minutes, I decided to snooze. Guess what? My five minutes snooze turned into ten and into twenty and I woke up after THIRTY minutes!!! I WAS LATE FOR SCHOOL IF I DON'T HURRY UP!! I took the fastest bath ever in under five minutes and chose my clothes blindly as my figure looks weirdly fat today. I also forgot my trademark- earrings and I had to rush around the house to make sure that I did not forget anything. What happened next was worse because my mother was running a fever again and she could not send me to my normal bus stop and I did not want to be even later for my lab today. In the end my father was able to drop me there. I've already missed my early bus and I had to squeeze with all the peak hour "working ants" who do not have enough money to get a car to travel to work. I SO have to get a car in the future. IN NEED OF A DRIVER'S LICENSE. I had to stand almost all the way to the interchange, thankfully I managed to snag a seat at the back of the bus. Whoopy! I reached the bus interchange at about quarter past eight and I did not get to take the shuttle 902 to school because of the Year Ones who want to reach school half and hour earlier. Come on, you have lessons later and you want to snatch our timing with us, the seniors. Furthermore, we are not allowed to be late anymore and it will affect our grades. So Fuck Off year ones and get your own buses after 8:30 you pieces of shit!I WAS LATE FOR LIKE 2~3 MINUTES!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE...Ventris, don't put me as late!!! I'm begging with you, imploring for your mercy!! Today's problem was like -.-||| I have a huge gut feeling that RP has no idea what they are teaching because basically everything is going in circles and we are repeating the same topic almost every week and some of these information we have learnt in Semester One. What's the use of making us learn the same thing? Waste of my time and my effort and me saliva to present. I'd rather present about a dead rabbit, I so want OUT right NOW. To go into STA or Hotel Management course. T_T
My classmate showed me this chain letter about a girl who sprouted a penis over(not night but,)surgery. She was surgically attached with a fake penis and the entire email has pictures of her vagina turning into MANHOOD!!! OMG. !@#$%$#@! Anyway, we finished our presentation thanks to my teammate who provided some answers to us from her senior's ppt. ^^ Thanks girl! I went off the eat with J and R and OMG, I TOTALLY TRIPPED AND FELL ON THE STAIRS UP THE CAFE. Thanks, I practically broadcasted my fall to all in the canteen at that time. -.- great. Back in class at 2pm, we started presentation and my team presented last and I was stammering a little in my slide and my other teammate helped me explain things to the facilitator of the module. She's a little expressionless at times and I get pissed off by that because, I NEED EXPRESSION you OLD woman. It's not that she has botox in her face leading to her not being able to have them. Anyhow, we finished lesson off and I rushed home to get ready for my "rendezvous" with Cher.
I randomly placed things into my bag and left the house. And it wasn't until I needed to use money that I realised I did not bring my wallet with me. I was like "!@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$#@!~!@#$%^&
*()_++_)(*&^%$#@!~!@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%" Seriously!!! I kept opening my bad so many times and I did not realise that I did not bring my wallet with me?!?! WTF. I felt so depressed and BROKE and I did not get to buy earrings from Dorothy Perkins. Those nice and big and sparkly earrings.... Oh and I saw Hafizah and Darren!!! HAHAHAHHA...
So Cher paid for everything and I issued myself an I.O.U which basically said I owe her $11 for ripples slipper, sushi dinner and H2O. HAAHAAA....I was afraid I would forget. Really. xD Here are the snapshots of our remaining time before she heads off to Melbourne, Australia. AND, ask we were shopping for sushi--> offer and thus a lot of people were crowding that area. I saw two things, one which turn me O.o and another >_<.
Here's the O.o
Randell Tan and Melody Chen!!! OMGOMGOMG...Randell Tan is HAWT. We are so jealous of Melody.
Here's the >_<
OMG. Seriously, Singaporeans are so damn disgusting when it comes down to who is being the most kiasu in the entire bunch to get the best deals.
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:30 PM
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0 people in the crowd heard my words
Monday, May 5, 2008
okok. Hang in there. I have to hang in "there". ARRG, how irritating can SHE get? Seriously, she started her stupid team content page again! After so many times so for Christ's sakes stop doing this shit. F you!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:58 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
